Standing Still

My life seems to be in a constant state
There's a lack of change
of forward motion

The same people and dramas are still plaguing me
My parents still treat me as a child
And demand adult things from me
Because I'm never enough
Never doing enough
Never trying hard enough
I remain in the same place
Young, immature, naive, loveless,
Always the friend
Never the date, never in love

I try to move forward
Try to grow up, let it all go
But it won't let go of me
Despite my best efforts
Nothing ever changes